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[01 Jun 2002|01:41pm]
i'm switching journals now. here: _entropic. you can take this one of yer list. i guess i'll keep it alive, but I'll never use it.
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ba da ba ba i'm haunted. [30 May 2002|02:32pm]
[ mood | calm ]

I'm bored [with this journal]. I was going to wait until my paid account ran out before I switched journals, but I might just do it now. I already have one [which hasn't been used yet]. Plus, people have been asking me for codes which I don't yet have...but will once I pay.

That will be all. Oh yeah..and Brett does not look like Hayden Christensen. NO HE DOESN'T.

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Jhonen is jumping around my desktop and making me dizzy. [29 May 2002|03:31pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Yeah you got that right. Know why? Cause on sporkninja's site she made a Jhonen desktop thinggie. Poke him. Go on...don't be shy. Ey Spork..you were jumping around on my desktop too...muhahahahahah.

Ahem..okay enough of that. Far too much excitement for one afternoon. Soo..in computer graphics Kent announced to the class that my cover is going to be on the agenda book next year..after she told me she wouldn't do that. I did not appreciate it. It was rather embarrassing..I wanted it to slip by unnoticed.

Jess wasn't mad that I ran away yesterday when I was supposed to go to the concert with them. Shaina however, shoved me into the corner and was assaulting me [i was yelling "rape"..Benach didn't look amused..] and then she tried to throw me down the stairs. Didn't work though. Danielle got my other arm and I went flying into chem.

Oh and yesterday I thought it would be a really good idea to throw this large candle up in the air and catch it..and it was..till i dropped it on my foot. Ow.

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[26 May 2002|10:07pm]
[ mood | silly ]

new icon...a little communist humor...right alix?

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[26 May 2002|02:38pm]
[ mood | lethargic ]

I'm so confused. I thought I was supposed to be going to lunch with Carolyn, Danielle, and Michelle today two and a half hours ago..but I guess not. I don't know where anyone is.

Anyway..in my boredom, I re-did my journal. The other one was pissing me off..now at least it looks like a journal. And it's still Shirley-sexy. I guess from now on my journal's unofficial title is 'heaven knows what a girl can do'. rock on.

I should really start my history project.

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[26 May 2002|10:48am]
new icon....

and chocolate for breakfast.
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[25 May 2002|11:01pm]
[ mood | dizzy // weak // ill ]

PropertyOfIvy (10:59:17 PM): bric a brak
PropertyOfIvy (11:00:17 PM): fricken bricken frak
PropertyOfIvy (11:00:30 PM): braken fraken frack da dilly yo
iittle arsonist (11:00:34 PM): STOP IT
PropertyOfIvy (11:00:38 PM): FINE
PropertyOfIvy (11:00:46 PM): ruin my life why don't you!

I can't find anything out about my scores till tuesday. i'm supposed to go to dmb on tuesday. i will not.

I dyed my hair reddish today. I like it. I cut the front yesterday. It was longer in the front..now it's even with the sides. It was pissing me off..and I was getting restless waiting around to be picked up, and I'm scissor happy.

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wal-mart is where it's at. foo'. [25 May 2002|01:47pm]
[ mood | lethargic ]

Last night was really amusing..I hope blamethestars somewhat agrees. [tag.] I never knew spending the night roaming around wal-mart could be so fun. especially if you're wearing scary plastic visors.

But they made me have this really bizzare dream. I was in this big room of people..and there was this evil Spiderman that picked one person to chase and fight..and he was 'fighting' me [it wasn't really fighting though] and I was really fucking scared..and I kept screaming for Manoj to help me. And why Manoj was in my dream I do not know. I haven't spoken to him since sometime around last summer.

Oh and I think collegeboard threw out my sat scores. "Oops, there aren't any scores available." So, technically, I never took the SAT. Instead, I wasted three hours of my life. And now I'll only be able to take it once in october. Super. So..I'm not getting into college. And the reason I say they threw them out, is because there was a mistake on my form, but I sent in the correction form and the proctor during the test said it was fine. But..looks like it's not fine. I'll call to make sure they really threw them out in a little while. I'm not quite in the mood right now.

And another thing. Confusion.

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[23 May 2002|09:56pm]
[ mood | pensive ]

why must the good people always get shit on?

If I could..I'd tear off a big chunk of happiness and give it away. Because..I've been more than content for the longest time..and I'm willing to give some of it up to those who are needy. I'll find a way...

on a lighter note...krisco..i got yer postcard the other day. thank ya :} i'm glad you had such a good time. heh..my mom was like..who the hell do you know that went to croatia?

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[23 May 2002|12:17am]
[ mood | thirsty ]

my site is back up by popular demand. and it doesn't matter if the demand was only one person. and that one person was..you guessed it...blamethestars [tagged~@!].

so..we had to make agenda book covers in computer graphics for the book for next year..and everyone had to make at least two..and some people went psycho [victor for example] and made 10. i prefer wasting 97% of class time [which was a month i think we had to do it] screwing around on the internet/doing homework/studying for tests and then i think i made my two shitty covers the last 3 days. so guess who's got picked. and of the two..it was the one i hated more. thats..actually really embarrassing. heh..oh well. and to make it even better, apparently they [they being mr ferenz and whoever else] were really happy to know that i made it since im quiet and apparently nobody knows who i am..or something. hmm..right...thanks...ass.

AND...IM GOING TO AREA 2~@~!@~@. WOOOOOOOOOT~!@@~@~@. i'm soooo super happy. i thought i wasnt going because nobody wanted to spend so much money on a ticket but now i'm going with jess and shaina so hooray~@!~@ I GET TO SEE BOWIE~@ AND MOBY~@~@@


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[22 May 2002|09:31pm]
[ mood | happy ]

mmmmmmm mermaids is on~!@ christina and winona~!@~!@ woot~!@~@

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z.o.m.b.i.e. [21 May 2002|01:19am]
[ mood | tired ]

Being exhausted and not being able to sleep is a really sucky feeling. Whacking your head [I think it was more of a whack than a bang since I threw my head back for some unknown reason] on the damn bars around your bed doesn't make it much better. You'd think by now..after having this fucking bed since third grade..I wouldn't hit my head anymore. But no. I still do. I'll never forget when I first got it, waking up in the middle of the night, smacking my face into a bar and running to the bathroom to spit out a mouthful of blood. Pleasant, no? Somebody buy me a new bed. One that doesn't have fucking porcelain bars on it.

Page so close to finish. Tomorrow..I'll make a splash page..and it will be fully complete. Wuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuh. There's actually nothing evil about it. But there should be. *smack*

my mom: goodnight
me: goodnight
my mom: I was talking to Ziggy [my turtle]
me: uh..ok

Oh yeah. Alli got her car today. And my dad wants to get the same one. That should be interesting. Also, Alli has the same car as her sister [Kim], but in a different color. So in our two lovely little families, there will be three of the same car. Maybe that can warrant an evil laugh..?

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[20 May 2002|08:49pm]
[ mood | blah ]

I finally cleaned my room on Friday. Hooray for being able to walk around without stepping over/tripping on something. Kyle's was nice...he was suprisingly hospitable. And then on Saturday, I miraculously didn't get sick on the train into the city. RENTx3. Woot~!@ I do have rent complaints though [see cut tag at end of post]. I like the city more and more each time i'm there. I used to hate it. Now I almost love it. Over the summer I'll be there a lot. I'll definitly be living in a big city someday though..that's absolutely definite.

Bleh. I fell asleep after school. I'm still real tired..and nauseous. On a more positive note, I'm almost finished with my new page layout and typing a bunch of shit up.

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[18 May 2002|12:10pm]
[ mood | lethargic ]

ohhhhh you can't talk to a psycho like a normal human being

I saw Olivia on Friday. I haven't seen her since the Spins recital last year. Now I'm going to start seeing everybody from gymnastics. I can never run across just one. She looked a lot different. It's really strange/uncomfortable seeing people that you used to be real close with.

everyone i know has gone away
died or left or just forgot to stay

I just made a list of 15+ people I used to be super close with..that are either completely or mostly out of my life.
Okay..I used to be friends with a girl who's profile now says this:
PREPPY strippers 4 lyfe...*C*c*C* figure that...lol <3 ya gurlz

Just..strange..cause youre always gonna run into these people one time or another..unless they're dead or in another state or something. bleh..nevermind.

need to:
+go to three roads
+start page layout maybe since i need to get at least a temporary up

Oh. blamethestars, i finished your neclace..so i'll have to get over to your house sometime or something..and sheloveshim, i got your letter. my parents made me open it outside because it was leaking glitter. heheh.

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we hope that you choke. [15 May 2002|10:59pm]
[ mood | infuriated ]


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[15 May 2002|09:09pm]
[ mood | calm ]

taken from pinkstatik
mmhmm.Collapse )

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[15 May 2002|02:40pm]
[ mood | indifferent ]

Auto response from AIlison Becker (2:26:15 PM): ivy, i need help with a paper!! please call me asap

Who's excited for the Hey Arnold movie? I know I am. No, no..I really am.

Y'know..I really don't appreciate Ventre. I know none of you who have to deal with him to either..but seriously. What is wrong with men and what is wrong with women. However, I did enjoy writing my journal on how he's the reason people feel the need to fit into such vast generalizations and the cause of stereotypes and such. Rah!@~

Oh..that DWI thing today..that was creepy..really creepy. Especially the part with the storytime. And the fact that those are the theater three people that run around in strange costumes didn't make it any less creepy.

Off to go work on blamethestars neclace. Let's see if I can get one in a day.

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no, seriously [14 May 2002|11:23pm]
[ mood | thoughtful ]

"The only people for me are the mad ones. The ones who are mad to live, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time." -Jack Keroauc


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[14 May 2002|10:26pm]
[ mood | calm ]


Took a sick day today...watched pecker..started blamethestars [yeah im gonna do this every chance i get..just to you kim..just to you] neclace..almost studied for my history test.

This is why I do not get along with my mother:
At dinner..she asks me why I don't style my hair. I tell her because I don't care what I look like at the moment. She says why do I go to school looking like I do. I tell her because I'm not trying to impress anybody and I see no reason to get all dressed up to ultimately sleep for 6 hours, besides my being fine with how I look and that's all that matters. So she says that's not true. I'm suprised I turned out the way I did..it's good when your mother tells you other people's opinions of you count more than your own.


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[14 May 2002|09:15pm]
[ mood | happy ]

thank you to the wonderful kittten for fixing my journal.

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